How does a guy like me fit in?

PO3 Aaron Hassay — Sat, 19 Jun 2021 00:26:44 -0400

I look around this restaurant.

I am of a lighter but tanned skin the chosen race of supernatural people who run the world.

Yet I am alone.

I mean not one date in how many years?

3 failed fiancé’s.

A Childhood of loneliness when i started to move when my mom left my father (who was later discovered after Navy service to be a real deal rambo first blood in the jungle infantry ARmy Radioman 66-68)

No VA
No Social Care
No commercials stating man love those warriors
No actual media at all about anything to do with vietnam, save Born on The Fourth of July with Tom Cruise which I saw as a kid, and still, had no real connection To, without knowing my father was the representation that Tom Cruise and Sylvester Stallone was portraying

I joined the Navy to like make up speed. I have no idea how I picked this one damn cool yellow page article when there was no internet yet to look at things. It said join the Navy and go to school at the same time basically!!!!!! I was like Wow OK!

I had no Idea how far $4000 could extend in 1994 to get a degree in college as the incentive was to join this program the Navy was recruiting for in the yellow pages.

I did not think much But I signed it and I was in bootcamp

A few months later I was on a Navy SHip part time for 5 years.

That is a part time ass kicking that will keel haul your life into the dungeon of doom with no medical care no va recognition when you actually go to the va homeless getting raped by a man who’s let you you lived in his house to stay off the street.

Its a cool story when you look at all the dynamics of desperation and loneliness and subjects lunacy to reality when some people a select few of We THE PEOPLE OF The United States can well send some guys to a foreign land to battle it out, And allow for some kind of disconnect of fitting in and connection with the rest, when they return, those that return in different places of health and wellbeing

All the whole time the society they left was having turmoil just trying to survive as a whole keep a roof over their head for whatever reason is not gauranteed

Enter the criminal lifeless disrespectful criminal element who would sell anything and destroy anything for some money or land and resources, be it almost all the buffaloes and Indians, for just their fur or the land they are on.

Then those Same people talk about human rights and property rights!!

Response by Sgt Private RallyPoint Member made Jun 19 at 2021 9:21 AM

Sgt Private RallyPoint Member — Sat, 19 Jun 2021 09:21:01 -0400

I read your post and wanted to share something that I know for sure: No matter the time in history, the race of people or the authorities involved, all evil thoughts, feelings and actions are the result of SIN which at the end of life results in hellfire. Eventually, all cruelties and injustices in the world will be called to account. However, each human being is sinful and must look to their own state of being first; sins can be forgiven and washed away by the Saviour Jesus Christ. Whosoever seeks Him will find the way to peace and destiny. Humans will never bring us peace or secure our destiny but God will, through Jesus.

Response by CPT Aaron Kletzing made Jun 19 at 2021 8:24 PM

CPT Aaron Kletzing — Sat, 19 Jun 2021 20:24:47 -0400

PO3 Aaron Hassay are you doing okay?

Response by GySgt Kenneth Pepper made Jun 21 at 2021 2:48 PM

GySgt Kenneth Pepper — Mon, 21 Jun 2021 14:48:31 -0400

Aaron I sincerely hope you are able to reconcile your past and build a future. If you haven't already, find someone that can sit and listen. It seems that you have much on your mind and need to let it out.
There are many sources to help with coping. Church, support groups, individual counseling. Find what works for you and stick with it.
If you can let us know what area you live in perhaps someone there can help you find help.

Response by SMSgt Bob Wilson made Jun 23 at 2021 12:16 AM

SMSgt Bob Wilson — Wed, 23 Jun 2021 00:16:33 -0400

DAH!!!! What the ****? Go to the Social Services center in the city you are presently living. They can help. Most of what you said don't compute.