Seems to me that if you are afraid of failure then maybe you should attend some school that will be a bit easier. I'm not sure how jump school operates today, but I do know that when I went through in 1970 it was not for the faint or weak of heart. It wasn't curtailed to the feminine side either. The other side of that coin is how bad do you want to wear those wings, and how much are you willing to sacrifice for them?
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