Drugs & Medications

a few weeks in to Cymbalta oh yea

I am now aware there are so many drugs medications and I want them all the good ones.


Having been on them since 1998 when the Navy Army Transfer was medically disqualified for psych and my fiancé left me and no one would actually remove me from that command or treat me etc etc etc etc...I toughed it out...whatever that means...


.then I meet people who could not even make it out of bootcamp without getting a psych injury or this other guy who had a cushy job in the best base in supply and told me he thought it would be cool and started to smoke illegal drugs in the military got caught by the MPs ended up in the brig ratted on all his friends denied orders to deploy and got kicked out and then somehow finagled their way back into the va disability by fabricating things calling the ambulance randomly claiming he had anxiety panic attacks etc etc etc...(because he told me the real story as he can not hide it and said the service did nothing to him)

This supply guy, who denied and avoided deployment, had a lot of time to read manuals when it was relevant.

Some of us operational had no time to read manuals when we out there operational.

I mean it boggles the mind. A 20 year gap of recognition because I just got in the system and this guy only had a little break because he figured to set up a claim and broke all the rules he could.





this Cymbalta feels good maybe not what I really want I mean I want to feel 100 times more amazing...and I have some sexual side affects..I knew it..and then I would say that....the doctor will say well darn..lets try something else or less or whatever...and then you know that is the cycle...

I don't no..but the ones that worked the best is the pure stuff...the adder all.


but then because I messed up on some paper work..then well you know the cycle...they put you in the streets...wondering why you are struggling and even to fill out paper work to rectify yourself..as if you like changed...

man they have my social security since I was 18

I am feeling good..I am like is this real ???