Falling | Chill Mix

Falling
The feeling
Amazing forever
YOu are caught in a storm confused

You are wondering how did I get here?
Your landlord is trying to have sex with you ever day and you can not pay rent
It finally caught up with you those previous decade relying on landlords who wouild let you rent trade barter to stay off the streeets. It is something a veteran will do I have lived to now understand.
At the same time, living there, you desperate to figure your life out, not wanting to trade your body for rent anymore, ordered your own military records. You had just started getting back records from your military service that you were indeed diagnosed in service with Major Depression and Bi Polar back in 1999 with symptoms that said you could not concentrate, sleep, and lack of interests, and was losing his first love his fiancé of 4 years. But the doctor would never investigate to wonder if those medical issues were at all related to anything that happened on duty, infact your whole duty assignment, those previous 4 years starting in 1994

You are now 38 falling

Falling awake