Posted on Sep 15, 2015
SSgt Donnavon Smith
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I am an Air Force Vet. and have multiple degrees AS, BS, MS. I am Currently in the IT field making pretty decent money, but the problem is that it does not matter a damn.

After I got out (right before 9-11) I had the whole I need to be there Vibe, so I took jobs that helped the "effort" making Armor, SAPIs and working on the AH-64 Longbow project. Problem is now I am in a job that does not matter to me at all. it is just a place I got to pay the bills.

I am involved in scouting and have joined the local state defense force (best I can do health wise) We were recently activated and now afterwards I am really feeling how much I despise what I am doing.

Am I the only one that feels this way and how do I make the move to something that matters?
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CPT Pedro Meza
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The answer to your question and desire is in your arms, look at your picture you are a father, be there for your child, play, help with home work, go to the church with your child, walk, talk, teach your child because your child is the future of the USA.
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SPC David Hannaman
SPC David Hannaman
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Well said. Raising a generation that understands hard work and discipline... it seems to be a higher calling these days where 50% of marriages end in divorce and the kids are left without a Dad that has "vested interest".
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CPT Pedro Meza
CPT Pedro Meza
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SPC David Hannaman - I was divorced from two wives, but I was never divorced from my kids, therefore my kids were never left without a Dad. I fought for joint custody and made sure I got it. I was nice to the ex even when insulted.
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PO3 Steven Sherrill
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SSgt Donnavon Smith have you considered cyber security? It is a job that is going to become more and more important as time passes. It is something that can be used to protect people. If you are looking for something more tangible, then I would suggest mentoring, big brothers/sisters, youth outreach, or closer to home volunteering at the VA. As a veteran, you have a frame of reference to help veterans in need.
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SSgt Donnavon Smith
SSgt Donnavon Smith
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I actually have been reading through the SEC+ books recently
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Capt Seid Waddell
Capt Seid Waddell
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SSgt Donnavon Smith, there are few areas as critical as cyber security - either for the government or for private industry.
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SCPO David Lockwood
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Volunteer work!
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SSgt Donnavon Smith
SSgt Donnavon Smith
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That is what has been keeping me going, with scouting and the SDF, I am able to slog through work. Just looking for advice on how to quit the slog
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SCPO David Lockwood
SCPO David Lockwood
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SSgt Donnavon Smith - Find something you are completely passionate about and pursue it.
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SGT James Hastings
SGT James Hastings
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This may sound lame but being a good parent is tops with me!  Tough job.
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SCPO David Lockwood
SCPO David Lockwood
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SGT James Hastings - Excellent point SGT!
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