How do you handle being taken off your medications cold turkey? I've had a really bad month.

That being said,they took me off my antidepressant Cold turkey.Iv been feeling the side effects and I can't take this feeling anymore.Im better off staying in my house for another 5 days until I see her because I have been very salty and angry for no reason.All I think about is all the guns the military let me use but did not let me keep and I miss them.I understand now why 22 vets take their own life's.With the VA knowing take me off a SSRI with nothing to replace it makes me feel like I'm being set up for To fail.I called the VA explain menstruation last week I was told my Dr won't be in for another week and that's when I have explained how I been feeling then but since then it only got worse.I want to make the Dr feel my stress and pain she mad me feel.I know I'm another 4 days I will have the results and the medicine but when I called last week in distress I was told if I'm not able to handle it, go to the hospital.Great advice so they can use me like a lab rat and tired of the system and IF I had to live the way feel I'd rather deploy as a PMC and take my chances without of fear of death.If anyone does respond to me and I don't get back to you right away it's because I'm sleeping.Thats the only time I feel peace..

Thanks all

Rich