I need help finding my CIB award orders. I have called so many places and have almost given up. Can anyone help me please?
I was stationed at Fort Bragg, NC. 82nd Airborne Division. 1st BCT, 3-73Cav Alpha Troop. Attached to the scout unit as an 11C.
Please help, I really don't want to admit that there is no proof of the most important / terrible thing that I have been involved in.
Was the CIB listed on your DD214? That should make the next step easier. Also that should suffice for any burden of proof that you were there.
NPRC doesn't have your records either? Google NPRC vetrecs. Request a complete set of you records from NPRC.
If that doesn't work, look at AR 600-8-22, get two witness statements describing the actions IAW 600-8-22 and submit a request for the decoration from HRC. Be sure to include that you'd already been awarded the CIB but never got the permanent orders.
https://www.archives.gov/veterans/replace-medals
If you do not have a milConnect login go to the following webpage at the VA.gov site first -
https://www.va.gov/records/get-military-service-records/
https://milconnect.dmdc.osd.mil/milconnect/

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Were the 19Ds awarded CABs? If so, that is what you would have been awarded also. Just because you were an 11C at the time does not warrant the award of a CIB.
I think that you probably should have been awarded the CAB. If the members of the unit were awarded CABs, and you were attached to the unit, you may have been missed/forgotten when the orders were cut. And others attached to the unit may have been missed also. If this is the case you will need to prove that you were attached to the unit and that others were awarded the CAB. Good luck!
Below are excerpts from AR 600-8-22.
8–6. Combat Infantryman Badge a. For award of the CIB a Soldier must meet the following three requirements:
(1) Be an infantryman satisfactorily performing infantry duties.
(2) Assigned to an infantry unit during such time as the unit is engaged in active ground combat.
(3) Actively participate in such ground combat. Campaign or battle credit alone is not sufficient for award of the CIB.
As far as the CAB goes:
(4) Soldier must not be assigned or attached to a unit that would qualify the Soldier for the CIB and/or CMB. For example, an infantryman (MOS 11B) assigned to Corps staff is eligible for award of the CAB. However, an infantryman assigned to an infantry BN is not eligible for award of the CAB.

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Once you get your CIB orders, scrub your 214 and do a request through NPRC to get a 215 with your missing decorations. I'd also check your DD214 to ensure all the overseas service data is correct, both on the table on the right, and the narrative listing Combat service and the associated date range.