Posted on Apr 3, 2015
PO3 Aaron Hassay
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Just wondering how one mixes emotions of sadness from broken dreams due assault from a senior in service and other things that squash a junior young 18 year old impressionable enlisted and still find power to know that being a di'K like him or worse it a bad road to follow, and you want to basically use evil or lack of empathy from a senior and or other infractions of UCMJ and or basic ETHICS of Service and change the world or the Service for the better?

It is the ability to use tradjedy and be a better person.

It is the ability to know that being like the perpetrator is a terrible road.

It is knowing that your illness stems from the perpetrators actions on you and not you.

I know there are a lot of situations that happen in service and I wonder how do others turn dark to light?

I know that if a soldier or airmen or sailor is injured in the field or on the ship and never speaks up then they will never get help, and even if they do speak up may still not get help.

Sometimes this same sailor or airmen or soldier has to yell HEY "IM BLEEDING HERE I AM NOT OK INFACT I AM IN PAIN AND HURTING AND NEED HELP"

It is those overly tough people that are able to disenage with their own bodies and pain that will get worse I feel as the pain is real and the injury is real, but the human has the unique almost sad ability to hide pain for many reasons.
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1LT David Moeglein
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PO3 Aaron Hassay, hang onto your patriotism, and try to let go of the anger and hurt of the past. I know it is hard, but it only ends up hurting us in the long run. The abuser has long forgotten about you, and gone on with their life. A life well lived is the best revenge. All of the best to you my brother.
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PO3 Aaron Hassay
PO3 Aaron Hassay
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I am really trying and this web site helps. But i can not rest until I find security it seems.

The VA really scared me with there denial letter as if they did not even take 5 minutes to review my evidence and completel ignored the most shocking proof of assault in service when they have record now of my attempted NAVY to ARMY transfer 1998.

The registerd it in the evidence file of my claim and then they ignored it and never mentioned it in this denail letter full of cut and paste and also mispellings.

The VA ROs get a nice pay check of stability and may of not ever served 1 day in a uniform. They probably do not even know what they are looking at and they deny me.

I have nothing save my 900 SSDI for anxiety and mood disorder as of 2011.

I fight the fight for other Service Members also as if I do not fight and the VA can just blindly erase human sacrifice to serve their own country and presume nothing in my favor and presume everying against me even with an honorable discharge full enlistment served full term 8 yrs for basically nothing but a hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

I almost make a real analogy what it must of been like to be a vietnam vet spit on upon returing and the va disapeared or closed up shop or went home for permenant vacation.

I think you know that I have found out that my dad who left when I was 10 has been found to really be a 66-68 Vietnam Combat Vet who went untreated for COMBAT PTSD and surivors remorse upon returning.

I ended up being a homeless Vietnam Child Dependent when my mom was forced to leave due his Symptoms of drinking and violence and ended up in womens homeless shelters...when I was just 10.
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