I need to be told I am wrong about my NAVY Sea and Air Mariner enlistment that few knew existed and I lived.

I need to be told (1a) VBA form-21-0781 Service Connection for PTSD Secondary Personal Assault' Is all a scam because being assaulted or beat up or physicaly corrected no matter how serious is actually quite normal and healthy Career Counseling Measures from an e9 to an e4 at Sea (1B) Beating people up off the ship in street fights, getting angry at your fiance, getting angry at your mom in defensive mood swings as all a show of weakness showing you LACK RESILIENCY GENES after being PHYSICALLY CORRECTED by the e9 on the ship when you were 21 (1C)I am barking up the wrong tree in 2013 37 years old filling out VBA form-21-0781 Service Connection for PTSD Secondary Personal Assault' after finding it and in 2013 for the first time ever notified educated after 2011 35 Years Old, already accepted on SSDI for ANXIETY and MOOD DISORDER after a life of homelessness and joblessness and street and underground fights for no known reason and never talking about the PHYSICAL CORRECTIVE MEASURES employed against you in service by the e9 when you were 21 at Sea (2) that I am actually a genetic mutated fool that has bad genetics and does not have the requisite 'resiliency genetics' to take all the stress and kep on ticking without injury (3) I am a complainer and injured people who complain are actually weak (4) the whole injury and hosptial and disability thing and doctors are a scam and those that complain or list or have anxiety stress attack symptoms associated being in an Operational Combat Ship are again weak and blame should be put on them as being weak and not on anything else (5a) That you would be OK and quite alright with your young junior enlisted kid nephew cousin or any relative, with NO HISTORY of record of Writte Counseling or Corrective Measures or NJP or any punishments at all in their Service Record, being PHYSICALLY CORRECTED and PHYSICALLY COUNSELED at SEA by the e9 (5) any complaints of being bullied or being hazed or being sexually perverted on or being accosted or being phyiscally and mentally assaulted by another male sailor junior enlistd all the way up to the most senior enlisted is all again a joke and never happens on a Guided Missle Frigate (6) repeat all the above scenarious and descriptions and always disregard any complaints of a junior enlisted Deck SN 18 year old who is in a Operational Combat Ship

On top of that I add the Sea and Air Mariner enlistment this junior enlisted had also different then all the 200 Sailors on this guided Missle Frigate attatched.

The Sea and Air Mariner enlistment gaurenteed that this 18 year old straight from Great Lakes Bootcamp where taught to 'fit in', is now the ONLY 2 day a month part time permenant member (what some call affectionatly INACTIVE DUTY RESERVE DUTY) of the 150 Member Full Time Crew of a FULLY OPERATIONAL GUIDED MISSLE COMBAT SHIP HI_OPTEMPO Platform, of which there were approximately 10-15 Full Time Deck SN he would deploy with at SEA Monthly 32nd Street San Diego FULL FIT FOR DUTY HANDS on MOORING LINES BOOTS ON DECK ORDERS.

So this 18 Year Young Deck SN with NO A SCHOOL, is supposed to take to the SEA DEPLOYED and USE 2 days a MONTH and somehow Magically Perfom Seemlessly in all DECK EVOLUTIONS without NERVOUS or STRESS HORMONES activating.

In Fact I suppose the actual requirments of this enlistment the SAM enlistment was to put a young 18 year young fresh from bootcamp sailor and watch him magically take 2 days and be trusted by the full time crew, be safe like the full time crew, have the knowledge of the full time DECK SN, Retain everything he was exposed and leave the ship for 28 days and COME BACK and regurgitate it perfectly for 2 more DAYS deployed at SEA without a glitch without a STRESS reaction without Fear, Withouth Anxiety, and hum Whisiling DIXIE all the way back HOME when the SHIP Returns from SEA and Debarks and he is Wobbling from SEA SICKNESS and has to talk to his fiance, but can not talk to her about SHIPS MOVEMENTS due to training against TALKING ABOUT SHIPs movements due OPSEC training and all the inner thoughts of the weekend, so she would sooon dump him as he seemed to change in ways that he or she could not understand.