Posted on Jan 1, 2016
Isn't it cool when you think you only have like 20 or 30 or 40 years or so left on this earth?
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As morbid as it sounds it keeps me sane when I am stressed to think... Pass or fail, crush it or skim by, it's unlikely anyone will know who I was in 200 years and they sure as hell won't care about how I did on this test/brief hah
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PO3 Aaron Hassay
damn...it is sad real and morbid and true at the same time....and I think it can allow you just to go for whatever you want....because in the long run no one is going to really care....or its bound not to change the world that much..and it probably has been attempted or thought. Or done...before already...and guess what a lot of people do not even know you now...out of all the people in the world that is...
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Exactly. It's a coping thing for me. I think it may not work too well for idealists though haha
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PO3 Aaron Hassay
CPT(P) (Join to see) - I got amped on a Mocha Today. I am on my 3rd attempt on figuring out broken software that I can use, already tried a broken version of windows movie maker and filmora, that fluffed me, then basically left me hanging, because I am having problems uploading a good version to youtube, self producing a self made documentary, to support myself, to shed light, to illuminate for others. Just one story in the sea of time. It can be lonely. But lonely can be beautiful at times. Many fish in this ocean. I need to learn to swim and be open to the currents, but at the same time, know what I am attempting to do. I know that is a bit convoluted. But today is a good day, in the journey.
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Now that string of thought is a more positive outlook than any my strategy hah. It's all about what you need out of life. I'm not religious, but if it improves the quality of life for someone then I'm all for it. Just an example.. I'd say you're a whole lot closer to figuring it out. But I still use my little trick here n there hah
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PO3 Aaron Hassay it is calling living your life to the fullest and the many blessings from above. I think about it and I know my time on earth is calculated. Wow I just went over biblical versus with my brother dealing with death (coincidence).
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PO3 Aaron Hassay
I really get spiritual also. It is an amazing beautiful thing sometimes...like I am not even here anymore...at 39 years old...
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Cool? Meh. Motivating? Oh yeah. I have a hidden countdown to accomplish my goals and create the changes I wish to be.
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The way you tell the story just means the ways you use all the information you want to include. Nothing more.
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